During K12 I had problems understanding maths because in most cases I could not understand how it would be useful or what its applications are. I passed K12 maths mostly by memorizing the process to get a correct answer. Now at 32 years, it is starting to hinder my growth. I see the beauty of what I have lost and would like to go back and educate myself with these k12 foundations of maths and physics so that i can be ready to tackle the more complicated stuff.
I'm may be more of a "creative type" but my hobbies, interests and profession do get technical (Architecture, Synthesizers, Music, Computers). So, to aid in my relearning process, Can you recommend resources (preferably books) that will help me?
Thank you and best regards.