I am very new to this platform so I may have misunderstood thr concept or might seem a bit off but please bear with me because I know what I want for certain.
I always wanted to study mathematics back in high school and I was reading up anything I could find. But due certain problems I ended up studying medicine for my family. I still did read a few magazines on math but I found myself unable to remember a single thing last week when I wanted to go over my high school notes which got me very frustrated.
I know, regardless what happens, that I want to be a mathematician- I may lack the knowledge but I know I see the world from a mathematician's eyes.
So if any of you can spare some time for me, please suggest books or study patterns for me. I don't expect this to be a quick process but I would love to establish the basics for my journey to begin.
Thank you so much already.